Searching for something new...

Recently I've been going over in my head where I am in life and my mind's been working overtime trying to figure out where I want to go from here. Most of these thoughts take place from the confines of my dull office workplace. Going over figures and making spreadsheets isn't really where I saw myself this far after uni life and as the company keeps extending my contract I continue to get more and more frustrated at day to day life and not being able to do what I want.

So I've decided to do something about it rather than wasting my life away. What exactly I'm going to do remains a question to be answered but what I have decided is that it's time to make up my mind and take control of the future. Southampton life, evenings and weekends are superb and the best I've ever had it. I have the best group of friends I could ever have imagined and have a better social life now than ever before.

But sometimes I feel the need to take some time out, to escape for a while to think about things. In the past I would just be happy with my room or some alone time in a park but I think sometimes I need to be somewhere else. And it so I came to booking up a cheap weekend in South Wales for next weekend.

The Cobblers travel to Swansea and so I thought up the plan of staying in nearby Port Talbot, taking the Friday off work and letting my mind do its work in a completely new and unexplored place. Going away alone is something I've never been brave enough to do but it's all the head, all about how you think other people will think of you if you do it. But I feel I'm at a point where I can do that right now so it's time to pack my things and head for some alone time in Wales. Also, I can take Saturday to go to the Swansea game, meet up with friends, watch the game and then go back to Port Talbot and my own little world!

All that's been booked up now and I'm looking forward to the freedom of it all, trying to get my head sorted and then coming back to my awesome group of people in Southampton!